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The Performance

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The smile on my face lately, seems to be just a theater mask disguising the opera in the depths of my mind. Ribbons of lies have been whispered and deceit had been uncovered, blindness has been removed and my heart has been awakened to fact that the love I thought was mine was just a mirage. On this stage of memories I saw many nights of lies, many screams and cries, many red eyes and many remnants of our love die and yet you stand, portraying the leading man as if there could never be an understudy for you but you have a replacement on standby for me. I've stood under the spotlight singing my hearts song in this empty theater as if I'm still auditioning for a role I thought I earned many moons ago without giving up even though I've been treated like an amateur instead of the headliner of the show. My eyes stayed on you as you looked away. I played the part with completely perfect imperfections knowing you no longer deserved to grace my stage with your horrible portrayal of the lead as I watched the deserving audition like me. I looked away at the one who had taken a seat.The One who feels he would be no good at taking center stage with me and wondered how could perform on his hearts stage... I wondered why someone with such star quality wouldn't want to work with someone like me... I wondered if would ever find the right person to take the lead or will stand alone on this stage for all eternity.

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		royale jones says: I loved it beautifully poetically written piece! poems by this commentor Heartless F2TE AKA BFFL Fairy with no tail
		c_michelle_b says: Thank you :) poems by this commentor Plus-sized The Performance Beautiful Black

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Time to walk away

An official resignation

As a tidal wave of emotion crashes in my heart

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Let's take a flashback in time

A moment to rewind

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Or sang follow the drinking gourd

When our families fought for freedom

And had Harriett Tubman to lead them

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To fall asleep I reminisce

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It doesn't seem to matter the time

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Thoughts of you being mine

But you don't have the time

You don't have the moment to spare

Though I dream of you being there

My nightmare came true

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And the more I crave to have you near

I realize you don't have time to be here

As I rewind previous moments in my mind

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Pour me a glass

Let's toast to the past

with this year anew

Let's tunnel a successful view

Let's fight for a cause

Let purpose take the wheel

Let's heal from what we've lost

and let hurt and sadness be sealed

Open your eyes to experience

Don't be afraid of falling

Be open to love

Walk in you godly calling

Pour another glass

Let us toast to the past

And may this year

be better than the last.

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Undress for me

Thrill on

Let the air kiss your skin

Chill on

Put your hands on me

Feel on

Rock me until I fall asleep

Drill on

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Bathe in our pleasure

Move to the bed

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Winter Bitter

As snow falls like leaves

Ice glistening on the trees

Families grateful for God's glory

People sharing the Christmas story

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Remembering when it started

Then the icy winds first flew

I turned holiday blue

I turned winter bitter

I turned ice cold

I dreaded the weather

As it began to unfold

Screw silent nights

Silence jingle bells

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And Rudolf's tale

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