I watch you, faking a smile, always in deep thought, never letting on how you feel.I would love to explore the depth of your mind and see things from your perspective I would love to know what goes on in your mind. I watch you, restlessness, you don't sleep much but when you do you seem completely at peace and I can see the love in your eyes when your child is mentioned but your feelings toward everyone else is a mystery. I always want to ask you so many questions but I suppress the urge because I know you'll tell me I'm due time but the urge to know nags at me all the time. The want to understand, the need to see things you way the fight to make sure you never feel misunderstood again eats me alive but I have to let you tell me in due time.