conflicted

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first love

• ever loved someone as much as you hate em,
• look forward everywhere to see em but cant stand to face em,
• enjoy hearing thier voice it's something your missing,
• at the same time you sruggle to listen,
• it's a son of a a ty condition,
• you want to give it one more chance
• but you know it's a waste of time,
• it must be true what they say love is blind,
• you cant turn if off believe me I've tried,
• your stuck sick cause they're one of a kind,
• being around this individual feels just right,
• but thats not the thought that conflicts in the back of your mind,
• the only way for it work,
• for this to occure,
• we would have to start from scratch,
• I swear on my daughter I'd give anything but her to do that,
• if I could sleep and not think
• and the short dreams could be reality,
• I'd never let go you have a pricless amount to me,
• my emptyness is filled with how coulds and what ifs
• and unless God will grant one more Christmas wish,
• I'll be on the next page dealing with this.