now dwellling in separation, I was failing
evaporation in quicksand,
rising to my pituitary gland
so many obituary plans
surrounded me
I'm only trying to be successfull
but these haters keep it stressfull
praying for the fail at any avail
I swear this devil in hell
playing it to the nails
I even stay in aggravation when in isolation
almost as if anxiety is my occupation
these backstabbers seem to never retire
only adding fuel to my fire
which seems ironic
Lord excuse the gin and tonic
at times I tend to lose focus, I refuse
to be buried to these crabs and locust
I won't decelerate nor deflate
we all have choices, your choice is welfare
the nerve to be mad at me for trying
elevate my life in my spare
cause I separate from the hook and snare
I'll carry on, no sleep, deep pen porn
merging into morn
you won't rob my glory or leave me
a twisted story to tell
never in a lifetime will I let you haters prevail