The City
I'm from a city of bad habits, Drug addicts, Our demons run rabid, Loves is absent, Life's is tragic, Reality happens, Young thugs is acting, Fathered by them t.v. cats rappin, Rivals are clashing, Them guns is clapping, Coroner come bag em, R.I.P's in loving memories mark disappointing attractions, The authorities are slacking, But them checks still cashing, It's malpractice while them lights is flashing, The system is broken the foundation collapsing, The measures are drastic, The pressure is cracking, Sober heads relapsing, The poison is everywhere a constant distraction, Poverty in abundance happiness is rationed, The streets are taxing, When your sick money spends quick but you gotta have it, So it's grab it when and wherever to get it the fastest, Morals and dignity set aside daughters raised soiled in hoe tactics, So they grow ratchet, She hides behind glasses cuz her eyes are blackened, He loves her but he beats her down, Cuz she cheats around, Loyalty is foreign she needs a... |
Telephone To The Dead
It's like I got a telephone to the dead,
Cuz your just memories and a voice in my head,
So much left unmended so much damage said,
D*mn it why didn't we cuddle and hold hands instead,
I can't stand it, How the h€ll did you land in this mess,
I keep reexamining it, how can it be,
I gotta manage another panic repressed,
I can't sleep, the regret is beginning to manifest,
I'm blowed out I need a few cans ta rest,
How can I understand it, incarcerated till death,
What was you thinking who was you trying to impress,
LIFE, that's the rest of our time left ,
Now every moment gotta be timeless,
So why do we find us,
B*t*ching like yesterday still ain't behind us,
The calls are all going wrong, the pause is just too long,
The loss was just too drawn, guess Josh is just too gone,
He watched as you just moved on,
This imposter is just too strong,
I'm lo... |
Broken
- Ive ate so much pain, hate and deception
- Ive lost the definition to my own reflection
- My whole life in question
- Is this it for me or the misery before the blessin
- I feel another pill obsession settin in
- Life hit me with such a force
- It knocked the will from my pores
- Had me ill on all fours crying my pride to the floor
- It numbed my eyes and my core
- And my mind it dont seem right as before
- My dignity and morals aint got any might anymore
- Cuz lately I been losin my cool way to soon
- Li...
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highs & lows (truth bout the streets)
- Eneryday I pray for forgineness,
- Acting in incidents,
- I wouldn't want my daughter to witness,
- In her eyes is innocence,
- I mine is ignorance,
- I don't know deliverance,
- Soon as I feel I'm delivered it,
- It gets filtered quick,
- I've had my highs and lows,
- Crispy from my head to my toes,
- Nice whips on the road,
- A non stop cash flow,
- Hustling like it's all I know,
- Treating all women like hoes,
- Th...
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unkown by you
- Everytime she says mommy I think of you
- your missing so much, shes unkown by you
- she got your eyes with my eye lids
- your smile and my chin
- your nose with a little if mine mixed in
- a shame it's all unknown by you
- a temper she could have only gotten from you
- she is silly, goofy, funny as you
- makes the gray days sunny like you
- beautiful, only matched by you
- a shame it's all unknown by you
- got curls, chubby sausage fingers
- two functi...
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I'm SICK
- I'm sick of being an absent father
- I'm sick of them wondering why I bother
- I'm sick of her being a crackhead
- who wants nothing to do with her daughter
- I'm sick, so emotional all I see is water
- I'm sick of my fulfillment being improper
- I know he takes you through hell
- to get you to Heaven, but I question
- when will I reach Nevaeh
- when will my dues be paid up
- how much longer can I fake tough
- damn I hate trust
- even in my self there ain't enough
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1 wish on 1 star
- If I had one wish
- on one star
- it would be you in my arms
- no worries
- all our problems are gone
- life is perfect
- the day is forever
- it will never move on
- my love could never grow weak
- it is ever so strong
- it's always with you
- just know you carry it alone
- in my mind
- through my eyes
- your flawless
- the only one of your kind
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glutton for pain
- Im a glutton for pain
- emonionaly drained
- dont know happiness
- every little bit I get
- is taken away
- either my doing
- or it just aint fait
- never sticks to be held
- just enough for me
- to expose myself
- open the window to my soul
- its myfault, those
- are choices I chose myself
- so I dont know love
- except its for the fortunate few
- it literally hurts to loose...
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I wanna escape
- Damb what a life I'm livin
- I'm trapped it's my prison
- goin on 3yrs of my sentence
- I feel like I spent it in one instant
- the enjoyment I'm no longer gettin
- it ain't fun anymore I'm addicted
- I was warned but I had to be it
- such a blast I believe I need it
- the demonds feedin me
- keepin me, for eatin
- waitin on now that I'm done
- and dreamin of leavin
- prayin, beggin, pleadin
- please help me
- <...
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a world with no pain
- I'm growing older and goin nowhere,
- I hold in a cold stare,
- so afraid I'm a die alone here,
- in this city that dont care
- I'm so scared,
- she will mature without us both there,
- my nose flare,
- my throat tare
- cause the knot is square,
- the thought if I followed it,
- would have me swallowing a hollow tip,
- cause the problem is,
- I want to see a little girl through her father's mind
- and show&...
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