They say vulgarities are the response of an uneducated mind... That doesn't stop me from wanting to tell you to *** yourself sometimes. So critical. So judgemental. So... They say you can't help who you love. The heart wants what it wants! My mind wants a new heart that doesn't want you! My heart wants you to replace my mind and absorb me. My heart's so dumb! So accessible, so... They say. Nothing worth having comes without struggle. I see the struggle is for the early bird this time. First to admit feelings, first to succumb to the pressures of the heart, first to bear the burden. Stupid heart. They say it's better to have loved and lost than to never have loved at all... How can you miss something you never had? How can you want something you never knew existed?! How do I stop wanting you around?! Dumbmind! How do I stop wanting to be around you?! When does it stop hurting?! It never stops! So I've heard... When will I ever learn?
Baily
 3700
|
|||||||||||||||||||||
So They Say
CATEGORY
first love
You must be registered to leave a comment. Registration is FREE.
COMMENTS
|
The Immortal Wize says: Thisis on point. |
||
|
|
2b2b2 says: Well played scribe.....thanks for sharing! |
||
baily says: Thank you very much! I'm glad this piece is well received. |
OTHER POEMS WRITTEN BY Baily
So They SayThey say vulgarities are the response of an uneducated mind... That doesn't stop me from wanting to tell you to *** yourself sometimes. So critical. So judgemental. So... They say you can't help who you love. The heart wants what it wants! My mind wants a new heart that doesn't want you! My heart wants you to replace my mind and absorb me. My heart's so dumb! So accessible, so... They say. Nothing worth having comes without struggle. I see the struggle is for the early bird this time. First to admit feelings, first to succumb to the pressures of the heart, first to bear the burden. Stupid heart. They say it's better to have loved and lost than to never have loved at all... How can you miss something you never had? How can you want something you never knew existed?! How do I stop wanting you around?! Dumbmind! How do I stop wanting to be around you?! When does it stop hurting?! It never stops! So I've heard... When will I ever learn?  |
I Just Called To SayKisses lost in last years calendar. Left over hugs from our anniversary still torture me. It was yesterday you slept over. You left your scent on my pillow. I’ve been sleeping on that pillow going on a year now. Yesterday seems so far when I really think about it. Yesterday somehow turned into yesteryear on me. I’ve been SO stuck since you’ve been gone. All of these questions in my head but, they’re just different variations of “Where did we go wrong?!â€. I cry with my head down because I’m ashamed of myself. I’m ashamed to realize that this is what we’ve come to! I refuse to believe that there was something I could of done to bring us to this point! Wasn’t I good to you? Wasn’t I good for you?! When did we get so distant? TOO MANY questions and not enough answers. Why is it that you get to move on and I’m here stuck? I know I should be happy for you but, I can’t find it in myself to be anythi... |