I am sorry...

Blue Rose

What do i have to do to get your attention?

Is it a matter of time?  Or does time even matter?

Look at me this way is the story that last forever

Sit on my mind

Next to a bench, do you mind if i sit?

You said hello, and I said hi

Exchanged some words and then you said bye.

Till next time we meet, guess we'll talk

Let me hold your hand, and then we walk.

Emotions...funny thing, No?

 If life isnt real

then in my gut what is it i feel?

emotions just spinning just like a wheel?

Smile on my face, when i see a simple mailman getting chased

Mad a hell, when ma baby girl dont answer her cell

But then sad when i make her cry

Oh wait, it was not my intention, i didnt even try

How about i take you out?

How does that sound?

My wallet wont shut up, its being too loud!

I tell it "your money is getting oppressed" ,yo, if not

She going be depressed, in neglect

And later at night with me in ma bed

she going to be obseesed!

My breakup Letter

 If you are reading this, I thank you for the time that you took to make me feel alive

for the time that you make me feel combined with the universe

For being together through the rough moments

And the incredtble way that you carry yourself makes my jaw drop dont it?

I'm writing this for you

So many you can choose, so little to lose

Somtimes, i cry, feel a little surprised

when im commin home late

Ate air all day, i see you with a bag a of food and a couple of plates

I was never left out, smiles and shouts, in front of the house

Problems were  solved

But then we split...and so we went on.

Bringing you back

 You came to when i was at my lowest

and you know this

When i am lonely i can never outgrow this

you by my side i know i can control it

But with you gone, i had to write this song

hoping you return

and it wont be that long

I strive everyday standing strong

I remember those day when we kick it

hanging and chillin all day just getting the feeling

You in my mind is all i be dreaming

Keeping the spark alive

Is what i be scheming

So i want you back, ill drag you know ill drag you back...

but your really gone so i must move on...

damn...

I don't know

I got ya ma mind, like a song stuck in ma head

You can't go away, cuz then ima forget

You and i just laying down, watching the sunset, talking bout our days, and the ways we connect

Got a lot to get off ma chest,

taking ma last breath, final days we got left

by you is how i select

You never i'll disrespect

Got the looks and the intellect

Your beauty you inject

I am sorry...

 Sorry i did this

cant take it back

till the ends of the earth, you i shall track

Till my bones crack

Body sore, cant take it no more

Did wrongs to you

But please forgive me

Things i did can't be forgotten that easy...

You don't believe in me

You and I were meant to be

I don't see myself with anyone else but you!

Times like these i believe in destiny

Come back...

Just please come back!

I'm not perfect...

Sorry i screamed...

Sorry i lied...

Sorry i never called you at times...

Sorry i never spent time with you...

Sorry i never made it work...

Never noticed your change in looks...

Sorry...

Waiting

Together at last, waiting all week, you so busy got an interest in nursing like every other chick.

Something makes you so different, jus wanna kick it, missin you so much havnt had any luck, been wanting to talk bout you and i waiting to start our own life together...

Just wanna say i wanna be with you forever.