A crying shame.....
She's still playing mind games.Saying things to incite....To evaluate my response.To validate the wrongs.....She think I got going on.I think she's insecure....She thinks my heart isn't pure.I think I'm too mature....for her to doubt.I think im too old to watch.....what I say come out my mouth.And when I say what i say.....And how I say what I say.....And of whom I say what I say about.I think every conversation....I feel like I'm being investigated.I feel like I'm being interrogated.She thinks she can detect lies.....by looking in my eyes And how my words are pronunciatedPoint exclamation now right separation Even in a backwards statementI can convey my frustrationsIdk
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OTHER POEMS WRITTEN BY faruq
YTF0ne moment is to long
let alone from now to back when your spirit moved on
See in my mind
I'm still in that time
while everyone else seems to have moved on
I'm still trying to find a way to move on
But how?
How can iI when you gone?
and I'm here
I'm still here in this rut.
Stuck......!!!!
Stuck in a place.
Where I'm half dead
half high and/or a drunken state.
There's no tears coming out my eyes
just some liquid stuff on my face
I'm lying
sometimes i be crying so much it aches
And I cant get control,
this pain continues to grow,
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IDKA crying shame..... She's still playing mind games.Saying things to incite....To evaluate my response.To validate the wrongs.....She think I got going on.I think she's insecure....She thinks my heart isn't pure.I think I'm too mature....for her to doubt.I think im too old to watch.....what I say come out my mouth.And when I say what i say.....And how I say what I say.....And of whom I say what I say about.I think every conversation....I feel like I'm being investigated.I feel like I'm being interrogated.She thinks she can detect lies.....by looking in my eyes And how my words are pronunciatedPoint exclamation now right separation Even in a backwards statementI can convey my frustrationsIdk |
ISSUESI got issues. Issues that miss use. Miss use to get thru. To get thru the bull$#!it. Once I do ....what do I do? Revert back to that dude and get into more s#!t. I'm feeling morbid. Like my corpse is my only alternative. Since my beginning pops was only conerned with his. So being self centered was how I learned to live. DAMN!! I got issues. Issues that I miss use Miss use because of what I've lived through. I've lived through ....WARS! Wars unlike any gangfight between The satan knights or the warlords It was my moms and her husband. They stayed beefing. But never over cheating. It was when they broke down the drugs they were about to use and the piles were uneven Or when she went on her on mission. He didn't want her to leave him. Not out of jealousy but envy. Envy of her getting high alone was... |