A meaningless letter

Distraction

I'm bright,
but I loose my light when she eclipses my sight.

Her actions make my train of thought loose traction.
Distraction by satisfaction.

It's apparent why my parents are trippin,
they can't bear it to stare at my grades slippin...

All
Because
Constant
Distractions
Fail

The cause of my flaws: I'm a typical male.

But the truth is it's useless to make excuses...
I can blame it on her till i'm old and toothless,

It's still me who fantasizes about her curves;
about that beauty of hers.

Her lips connected to mine,
kisses at her neck line...

Her hips and my hands linking.
And as I sit there thinking:

''From head to feet she's just a turn on''
I pass the street I'm supposed to turn on.

When I think about her, everything seems all good,
But then I realize I'm not doing what I should.

My life sink...

You power my circulatory system

Everyday I take a stethoscope, put it against my chest and hope
That my heart is still beating.
I run marathons because I swear it's gone
And I forget the feeling.
Because the simple truth is, it's become so useless
[Well except for me breathing.]
And now it seems that the past were dreams
And had little meaning.
So I'm wondering this: does my heart exist?
Because it's hard believing.
But when I saw your face I felt the trace
Of adrenaline increasing.
And now I realize, to truly feel alive
You're the one I'm needing.

So here's the solution; my final conclusion
I've made from our start.
You tore asunder my need to wonder
Because you are my heart.
 

A meaningless letter

Before my pen even hit this paper I knew it was a waste of time, ink & effort.
I knew you would read this the same way a color blind man reads the beauty of his surroundings standing in a vast meadow of wildflowers.
I knew that even if I could capture the pure sweetness of honey,the intense radiance of sun, or the calming sensation of a cool breeze on a hot summers day under the shadiest of trees in my words that they would be only that to you; words.
I knew that you would see these words and feel just as indifferent as the mountains when the mightiest winds blow...

But if my words did have some effect; if my words did matter- I would tell you that you are the physical embodiment of hapiness;
The exact feeling I would get right after I've jumped into the open air from the highest cliff, knowing that your angelic wings will spread & carry me into the sky.
I would tell you that I have never felt so close to another living bein...