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When the storm arrived
We were still thankful for being alive
Still working hard for fun
Not working hard to survive!
We then got to the point
That we were broken at the joint
No longer were we given blessings to appoint
And we began to feel
That God no longer was willing to anoint
Hardship swept through
Shook up my spirit
But it broke you
We then crumbled together
Not knowing what to do
What was next?
If we had no love
What could be the step next?
We both aside had stepped
And I alone bitterly wept
Three years has passed
The pain still does last
Away from the pain
We try to run much more fast!
How long can this last?
Feeling like an outcast
Out of date with each other
Like Sega Dreamcast
The winds blew
Affecting both me & you
But it hurt my surface
While the bones it broke on you
At times feeling worthless
Then my health felt the worsest!
The worse
Blessed with a curse
And cursed with a blessing
Feeling bigger yet lessoning
If there is something to learn
We somehow keep missing the lesson
In the process
We turned old and digressed
Became cold hearted
Each other, we discarded
Many times we had nearly chose to have parted.
Seeds of destruction had been wickedly planted
Emotions dismantled for resentment was implanted
Soulful penetration through emotions
Distorting our love
By creating financial disruption and commotion
I wished and hoped
We could find a way to dissipate the anger and hate
Somehow, find a way for our love to lift & elevate.
Now look us
Here we stand together so strong and so firm
God has fulfilled His promise
He made us learn from the burn
We remain together
Just as we both prayed for and had hoped
By the grace of God and Jesus guiding us
He is forever our life rope
Our life saver
Our savior
Helped us identify the good in each other
And for each others presence to savor.
We were lost in all the turmoil
Such powerful wind force came from the storm
It made us toss and turn like rag dolls emotionally
For a little while, our relationship was no longer the norm
I was lost in despair
For my health took a turn for the worse
You had grown farther from me
And when you spoke you would always curse.
Although my health is digressing
My little daughter I enjoy kissing and dressing
Those are moments I pray for always
When to God my heart is addressing.
The two women in my life
Who give me reason to go on.
Have me no longer able to waiver
That any stormy winds can blow on.
I will fight until my last breath
Until the day my heart does stop
And even in my grave
I will smile ‘til my flesh does rot
Because you both
Being my wife and my daughter
I pray for God to touch your heart
Like the spirit of God had caught her
We must forcefully admit
That the storm nearly tore us apart
It created disrespect and resentment
And you played with the strings of my heart
During the course of the pain on this plane
I had suicidal thoughts in my brain
But for my daughter to grow up properly
I had to choose to remain
I admitted
That many wrongs were committed
But no cheating or sabotage on my part
So nothing but pain has been spitted
You show remorse for even being my partner
My woman whom bore my seed to life
You are the woman who seemed so eager
To become my eternal wife
But disaster struck our household
And you stole control of the reigns
Then came my physical pains
And then came your disdain
But yet you still choose to remain
For some unknown reason that has yet to be said
I continue to give you my heart and soul
And you give me looks, like you wish I were dead
Don’t worry the time is sooner
Than many who love me wish was the truth
I am prepared to enter eternal darkness
And my death will reveal the truth
Don’t wait until my physical being is taken
For you to finally reveal what you claim to feel inside
You should always cherish your loved ones
As I daily and consistently cherish and honor you
My woman, my bride!
SkTzO
