SUNSHINE1978

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AGAIN I HAVE FAILED

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Â AGAIN I HAVE FAILED AT TRYING TO PROTECT MY HEART NEVER KNEW IT WOULD BE THIS SERIOUS FROM THE VERY START. YOUR HEART IS SO PROTECTED, LIKE ARMOUR IN A SHADOW MINE IS SO SOFT,Â WILTED AND SHALLOW. TORN TO BITS AND PIECES I FEEL EMOTIONALLY DISTRESSED,Â ALL I'VE EVER WANTED WAS TO BE LOVED AND CARESSED. BY WORDS THAT ARE MEANINGFUL SAID OFTEN, BUT TRUE....... WISHING ONE DAY ON THE OTHER END THAT THEY WERE COMING FROM YOU. AGAIN I HAVE FAILED AT "JUST BEING FRIENDS" I'VE ALLOWED MY HEART TO SHINE AND ACCEPTED YOU IN KNOWING THATYOU AND I, CAN NEVER BE!! THAT'S THE PART THAT HURTS SO MUCH WANTING YOU TO BE WITH ME. I KNOW THIS IS A TEST TO WHICH I HAVE COMPLETELY FAILED PLEASE LIFT MY SPIRITS UP SOME HOW FROM THIS TRAIN THAT HAS DERAILED......... Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â

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OTHER POEMS WRITTEN BY SUNSHINE1978

Tell Him

Tell Him 6/1/16 It kept nagging me and nagging me As I tried to pull away Tell him how you feel Tell him what you have to say. I felt that I shouldn't Fore fear of reprocussion But if he really understands He'll make it a topic of discussion. So deep down, within my inner self I fought to hold it in But I felt, if I didn't tell My mind may never win. This war between My heart and defeat Of all these things I hold inside If I let it out Say what I have to say I will still withhold my pride. But if I tell him so And it all fails What am I to do Step aside and let it go And a broken heart I'll carry for you. Pick up the pieces Never to share again My emotional story inside For future feelings I will withhold And just go along with the ride.

AGAIN I HAVE FAILED

CAN SOMEBODY HELP ME - 5/23/13

CAN SOMEBODY HELP ME

GET OVER THIS DEPRESSION I AM IN

SEEMS LIKE NO MATTER WHAT I DO

I CAN NEVER WIN.

I TRY AND TRY SO HARD

TO TRY AND MAKE THINGS RIGHT

BUT ALL IT EVER SEEMS IS THAT

I'M PUTTING UP A POINTLESS FIGHT

I'M EMOTIONALLY AND PHYSICALLY

DOWN AND DEPRESSED

CAN SOMEBODY HELP ME

GET OVER THE POINT OF BEING STRESSED?

I'M NOT THE PERSON I USE TO BE

SINCE I'VE BEEN WITH YOU

I'VE LET GO

ALL I WANT IS TO BE HAPPY

AND BE THE OLD PERSON I USE TO KNOW.

2 YEARS LATER.....

I WAS ON MY WAY HOME

TRYING TO MAKE IT TO YOU

BEFORE I LOST MY FRIEND

JUST WHEN I THOUGHT

MY LIFE COULDN'T GET ANY STRANGER

I LOST MY ONE AND ONLY BEST FRIEND

THEY SAY YOU NEVER MISS WHAT YOU HAVE UNTIL ITS GONE

A TRUE STATEMENT, I DO SEE

THERE'S STILL THIS EMPTINESS

A GREAT BIG HOLE INSIDE OF ME.

I MISS SO MUCH

THE SOUND OF YOUR VOICE

DAMN, HOW CAN I MANAGE THIS PAIN?

ON SUNNY DAYS, WHEN I THINK OF YOU

I JUST WISH FOR IT TO RAIN.

TO HIDE THE TEARS

THAT I HARBOUR INSIDE

WITH NOT A SHOULDER TO CRY ON.

I MOURN FOR YOU AND I MISS YOU

BUT I KNOW YOUR IN A BETTER PLACE

I JUST WISH I COULD SEE YOU ONE MORE TIME

AND SEE THAT BEAUTIFUL SMILE ON YOUR FACE.

WHY

DEAR LORD CAN YOU HELP ME

I'M STRUGGLING TO SEE

TILL THIS DAY

WHY MY ANGEL LEFT ME

MAYBE IT WAS HER TIME

I JUST DON'T KNOW

I WASN'T READY

TO LET HER GO.

I FEEL EMPTY INSIDE.

EVERY SINGLE DAY

TRYING TO MAINTAIN

BUT MISSING HER IN EVERY WAY.

SHE WAS MY ONE TRUE FRIEND

THE ONLY ONE IN THIS WORLD

I MISS HER SHOULDER TO CRY ON

MY NUMBER ONE FAVORITE GIRL.

I KNOW YOUR SHINING DOWN

JUST AS HAPPY AS CAN BE

I LOVE YOU AND I MISS YOU

FOREVER RESTING ETERNALLY......

I TRY NOT TO CRY

WHENEVER I THINK OF YOU

I TALK ABOUT THE MEMORIES

JUST TO KEEP FROM BEING BLUE

I TRY NOT TO CRY

WHEN I HEAR YOUR VOICE

SOMETIMES IT'S HARD TO DO

SO I HAVE NO OTHER CHOICE

I KNOW YOU ARE RESTING PEACEFULLY

NO WORRIES AND NO PAIN

YOUR LOVE AND STREGNTH STILL GUIDES ME

SO YOU WILL ALWAYS REMAIN

APART OF MY MEMORY

I WILL ALWAYS KEEP YOU

MISSING AND LOVING YOU DEARLY

UNTIL WE MEET AGAIN, I LOVE YOU!!

Missing You

It seems like forever

Has come to stay

In such a short time

You were taken away.

All that's left are memories

Of how you use to laugh

And take care of me.

Now that your gone,

My heart is forever broken,

My words of missing and loving you

WIll never go unspoken.

You will always be apart of me

Until we meet again

God has taken a true Angel

My one and only best friend.

Luv & Miss U Mom & G-ma..............

~~Babygyrl~~

AGAIN I HAVE FAILED

Tell Him

AGAIN I HAVE FAILED

CAN SOMEBODY HELP ME - 5/23/13

2 YEARS LATER.....

WHY

I TRY NOT TO CRY

Missing You

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