Today I hurt like no other day....This is not how I intended on ending my day..... Cause your not grown enough to live in your amount of years...He wiped my tears ....Its never you all these years.... I have issues within myself that I have to deal with...Due to the theft....You robbed me of my happiness my mother daughter relationship my everything...Tell me what have you left me with....I try to stay sane while going insane...Hard to understand I know that's why I did lots of blow...If I ruin my life that's on me if I take my life that on me if I was an innocent motherless child that's on you....How does that make you feel.....I think im the only child of a mother who has plotted on your death...But for the love of me....I promise you will get seen in hell so I don't even choose to yell.......Soon to be 25 years strong I don't know how I still allow you to make me feel like I did something wrong ......I didn't ask to be here you birth me and left me here....and then people wonder why I always have all these trust issues it all starts with you...I realized if I let you go then maybe you will learn to love me and show me....I waiting for the day I can believe this and really know...I guess ill keep waiting on that note....
DivaSmilez
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The Immortal Wize says: Truly deep! |
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divasmilez says: its deep but so true...I was in the moment and the best way to vent is my poetry thanks for reading |
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todayToday I hurt like no other day....This is not how I intended on ending my day..... Cause your not grown enough to live in your amount of years...He wiped my tears ....Its never you all these years.... I have issues within myself that I have to deal with...Due to the theft....You robbed me of my happiness my mother daughter relationship my everything...Tell me what have you left me with....I try to stay sane while going insane...Hard to understand I know that's why I did lots of blow...If I ruin my life that's on me if I take my life that on me if I was an innocent motherless child that's on you....How does that make you feel.....I think im the only child of a mother who has plotted on your death...But for the love of me....I promise you will get seen in hell so I don't even choose to yell.......Soon to be 25 years strong I don't know how I still allow you to make me feel like I did something wrong ......I didn't ask to be here you birth me and left me here....and then people...  |