I Once Believed

Why

It's not that I wish you here,
It's not that I can't let go.
I just want to know the real reason;
Why you chose to tear apart my soul.

I don't even reminisce anymore,
Every memory is a blurry face.
Anything with possible sentiment
Seems to have vanished without a trace.

I don't even know who you are,
You, distant shadow in my memories;
But thoughts of you pain me
And I know not what of this disease.

You have taken parts of me
That nothing on this earth could replace.
And not that I am here to reprimand you,
But why have you left me in such disgrace?

It's not even that I miss you anymore,
It's not even that I can't let go.
I just want to know the real reason;
Why you chose to tear apart my soul.

The Flowers You Gave

 This flower you've given,
Represent the beginning.
It lays in my book
To remind me of our first day
This flower you've given
Represents what you feel
It lays in my book
To remind me that you care.
This flower you've given,
This beautiful red rose,
Represents that I'm yours
It lays in my book
To remind me that you are there.
This last flower you've given,
Represents it's the end,
It lays in my book
to remind me of a love,
A love that shall never end.

I Once Believed

 I once believed that no one would ever care
I once believed that there was no such thing as love
But you have shown that you will always be there
And love is as real as the moonlight above
I once believed that I'd never have comfort
And I once believed that I’d never feel another’s warmth
But you are my shield and you don’t treat me like dirt
You have shown me what I am worth
I once loved you and simply dreamed of having you
And I made myself believe my dreams were asinine
But now I believe that your love must be true
No you are with me and you have shown me that you are mine
I once believed I’d never have you
And now without you I don’t know what I’d do