I feel like im Trying, Im taking Baby Steps
Im not Lying, Im Tryna Reach A Certain Depth,......
Success cuz I Know I Deserve The best
I always felt  I was a Step Ahead of The Rest.
Mouth Closed but My eyes stayed Open
Figured you all out but still havent spoken
im not joking Some Good, Some Bad...
Still Loyal cuz Your'e the Closest I ever Had
People Get Older, People Move AwayÂ
Some People You Only see On that Day
Do You Forget?Â
Do You Forgive?
Do You Try to Figure it out?
Or Just Live?
I Chose To Live but I had to figure me out
So many moments I shouldve Screamed, I shouldve Shout
Instead I Ran, Turned and Pout, Self Esteem Filled  Without Worthy....But Full Of Doubt.
Made A Decision To Evolve In this Condition, Too Many Days Suffered, Too Much Repetiton.
When Its All Said and Done though I Take Full Responsibility Im the One Who gave Into Negativity
"Give It Up"
"Give It Up"
Wasted Energy, Got A Couple Frenemies
Snakes Lurking So You Know I got Tru Enemies...Or maybe Not
Im Humble Pie I just dont Let "Bull" Have A Go, No Tries
But Really This Isnt False InformationÂ
I Was Quiet, Bad Communication
I Fell Into Some Traps, Lost My Way
Found A Map, Now I know I Will See A Brighter Day
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NaturalGold says: I HOPE YOU GUYS READING MY BODY OF WORK CAN JUST REALLY VIBE WITH IT AND HOPEFULLY YOU CAN RELATE.........COMMENT COMMENT COMMENT!!!!!!!!! |
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love_supreme says: I can feel you on this poem. Good write! |
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The Immortal Wize says: Bravo!! deeply felt and moving. |
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