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first love

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loving someone for three years thinking they love you back.... Not just thinking knowing ...Giving yourself your all knowing it is to be someones everything... *** your family... *** your friends... *** your kids... Yes its deep... But never *** him... Us against the world... You would lie... Steal... Kill just to have him... All of him... With the lies... The deceit ...The cheat... Extortion and all the caution.... Black eyes tears falling from my eyes.... It was always and forever... Nothing could be better... Than him at the same time running... Running from all the stares cause hes out in your hood ***ing... Running from all the years... And in the end he made you feel... Like nothing... Control... Jealousy... And to realize you was bugging !!!! Your family was no longer family.... They never felt the love.... Your kids were confused.... It was suppose to be three the hardway... Four just didn't calculate... In there mind... When you did nothing to make them feel any other type of way... Your friends were no longer your tifriends... Because they were tierd of the lies and lines... this is deep... Until you realize you left that ... And I laugh... I know im better, a better person, and mother and, lover... Ive gained back my trust from the people I love... Ive invested time in me.... And only me... So that more importantly my kids... Can see im there mama and at no point in my life I will ever disappoint me.... And they'll have to watch and see ...