Looking From Within

Abused

As a little girl all i wanted was diamonds and pearls,

wishing to be a star when i was all grown up,

Innocent brown skin with a beautiful face ,

to young for all these hips and a sexy small waist.

barbie dolls brought me back to my age,

but at night it was like a snails race.

HE TOUCHED AND HE SQEEZE!

was a fake and prayed on his knees.

HOW DARE YOU DO THAT TO.ME

Beautiful little queen, greatness was my destiny.

all because you im ruin

body feeling like a touch down or a penalty.

God blessed me with this temple,

BUT ITS BEEN RUINED TO ME!

Life to Me

Im chocking off life...

Im crying for help!

PLEASE O PLEASE,

when will happiness help??

Life is a  challenge when living day by day,

Waiting for happiness is like waiting for a pay check!

All in my mind i plead and cry,

on the outside i praise and smile.

So when i walk with a frown don't ask no question?

Instead understand my dreadfulness,

i paint my body with beauty

but on the inside i feel O so ugly.

So who am i??

NO , who are you?

I know me, Im a million pieces broken hearted into TWO.

Looking From Within

Looking from within into a soul that only she knows to show

Showing from the outside what shes afraid to reval

Still a heavy burden with a soul that needs to heal

Broken from deep within, torn with a meaninglessly end

Eyes that searches for love with a heart that has completely closen up

Pain within her vains which still remain until this day

Bleeding love, cutting deep to subtane

What once seem so real reality hit her hard and revaled

A place of emptiness trapping her completely into this dark space

Cold hearted; locked in place, with no way to escape

Warm tears each day and night constantly flowing down her face

Now LOVE is WHO she HATE

Never once wanting to face pain that can be replaced with love

But her mind is what controls and her heart is now closed

Her soul is holding on to whats left but wants to let go

Looking from within

Into a...