Self-Evaluation

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No words spoken In quite some time Jumbled thoughts in my mind That all wanna come out at once And I can’t decide which ones I should say first Or Which ones are actually true And which of those are really just a reflection of you And what you planted When you weren’t grounded Seeds of illusion blossoming within the layers of my subconscious That consciously play out When I’m out to play In the streets In the sheets of strangers Who Often have a strange resemblance to you Who I know all too well But no so much A touch of affection Moments of passion When fingertips trace the deep brown Invisible scars That you left when you left Warm breaths Traveling from my chest To my shoulder To my neck Hardening my nipples Hoping that the heat would have the opposite affect on my heart Losing more of me to find myself In the dark Places Where I sought solace In men In women Who were lost All the same Their embraces Incomparable to the ones of those That I was missing Until I got enough Of getting high And coming back down Where the ground was still covered In Leaving tracks that stalked me Haunted me Even in my dreams So that I became afraid of my sleep And tired Of running From the sound Of my own voice