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first love

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I refuse to give in and admit That I miss all the little things we used to do Like when we would sit on my porch And I would roll blunts and politic witchu’ Until we could think of nothing more to say So I’d float away on cloud nine Thinking of you being mine Always… I refuse to admit That I miss All the little things we used to do Like when we would park at the beach And I’d climb into your seat while you held me Until we lost track of time Before it could run out Back when there was no doubt that we’d be together Forever… I refuse to tell you That I miss And reminisce Over the little things we used to do Like when we’d go to bed And I would secretly stare at you Until your face became ingrained in my brain So that I could recreate you in my dreams Because I knew that someday I’d wake up and have to leave And all that I’d be left with was the memory I refuse to give in And admit That I miss The way we used to make love Passionate kisses for your Queen Soft touches leaving me weak Until I’d melt into your skin The only way to sneak in And uncover those hidden feelings That your mouth Could never express I’ve repressed every feeling that I’ve ever had for you Pretending that I don’t still love you as much as I do Begging my heart to follow In pursuit of my footsteps I left Because you gave me no other option And I often Paint pictures of how different it would be If only you knew how to love me More than you loved your ego But you didn’t So I’ll keep lying While every piece you left inside of me keeps dying Until I finally find the peace To say thank you For teaching me How to be the woman He deserves for me to be