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My God

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I never questioned the existance of God, I just thought He forgot about me as a child, see my smile was custom made to hide all my agony and grief, there was no doubting my belief, I just thought He didnt believe in me, my house was not a home, walking through the door, it was like three strangers living under one roof, I thought childhood was supposed to be bulletproof, yet I caught slugs in my chest from unrest over dire situations, cause how could you face a father who was cheating on your mother, how could you face a mother who asked you why you couldn't be like your brother, how could you face your own brother.....when you never met him at all...see I never doubted God's existance, I only wondered why He left me alone, why did He make me roam the streets looking for acceptance, why on Christmas did He bribe me with presents, when the only thing I ever wanted was a family.....a family...I dont think that was too much to ask for, or maybe it was, cause I sure as hell never got it, so I ignored prophets, I ignored scripture, I even ignored that footprints picture hovering over the fireplace, cause it said in hard times, He'd carry you, we tell me, why in the hell did it feel like he dragged me...drug me through the mud, dirtying up my soul, making my heart cold, makin me feel like a waste, and if God is so perfect then why did I feel like his first mistake.....and why would I have to fear hell if I was already living there....see hell, unlike what most think, it aint hard to find, its located at 3824 Ivy Street, and Ivy is poison, so no wonder I was dead inside my spirit and those four walls, until one day I got a call, and it was God Himself, He told me straight up, you couldn't hear me cause you aint choose to listen, you couldn't see me because of blurred vision, I stood next to you all the time, and all you had to do was reach your hand out, see its a reason I didn't give you hand outs in life, cause if I did, you wouldn't be the man you are today, see I made you in a special way, I gave you the gift of words to fill, and my child remember this if you will, what doesn't kill you, makes you stronger, you lasted a lot longer than the rest, and your test, is only now beginning

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2b2b2 says:

Amazing Write...thanks for sharing....ONE

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