Window Pain

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romance

I peeped her out through the thin glass, knowing I couldn't be inside to hear her play those rhytmic tunes or just bask in her presence had my down, I guess this is the definition of window pain, seeing something so clear, yet you're not close enough to touch it, so I went home and scraped up my loose change, ballin on a budget wasn't my life's goal, but it was all I had for right now, ten dollars just to get in seemed like eternity as I counted out the coins that meant dollars to my soul, ten dollars and one cents out of two bills, quarters and nicks, naw this wasnt a drug deal, more like a steal because I was about to experience what I never thought I could, I walked in, feet creaking the wood as if the baselines were traveling through them, I scattered across the live crowd trying to find her, listening to the echoes of scratches so that my path would be clear, I coudn't see her, but I could damn sure hear, cause my mama always told me that the best vision is done with the ears, I tuned in to the steps of everybody and the melody of the beats, my feet slowly inched their way closer to my destiny, all I wanna do is see her up close and personal, and maybe we can get a lil personal and take this thing to a whole 'nother level, I know that was takin things way too far for the moment, but this was my moment and right now, my imagination was my best friend, as the song came to an end, the ligths cut on, a rush hit the door, I was scrambling fightin through people, trying to get across the floor for the sole purpose of seeing her, that was all I wanted to do, I didn't scrape up ten dollars out of the blue for nothin, and finally, the last of the beat was bumpin, and it slowly faded out, my mouth dropped as I could no longer see what my ears had been guiding me too, I spinned around in circles lookin lost and confused, I didn't know what to do, finally I just gave up, walkin back to the door feeling depressed a voice came out from behind me and said yes, I saw you lookin at me through the glass, I turned around, only to have her place her finger over ther mouth, she let out the knowledge that window pain goes both ways, but now the glass is shattered with no shards, and I cant believe I did all this, just to get to the DJ