God has shown that all roads lead to you, yet I sometimes get nervous to drive the way my internal GPS leads me, my hearts in automatic, but my mind is in manual, I slam on the brakes before its time to make my decision on whether to go right, or to go left, Im scared to say I love you, not because of how I would say it, but more so if the words didnt roll back off of your lips, I trip on this all the time, because over time, my feelings have steady grown for you, its something about you that makes me clutch the other pillow at night and envision it being you, yet everytime I wake up I'm upset, cause for some reason, I think that I will wake up in the morning and the pillow would be you in the physical form, distance creates pain but at the same time, it creates appreciation, this isn't no ordinary situation, its complication can make this very complicated indeed, but the seed that has been planted by one another is deep rooted inside the both of us, causing a tree to grow between us both, like the mighty red fern, and the longer we're apart, the more we yearn to be in each other's presence, our essence makes us feel closer than actual couples that sit side by side on a daily, yet it pains me, thats those close are the one's who become distant, while the one's who are distant become closer, so when we do become close, promise me that we wont fall into the majority, and you wont be ignoring me, cause I promise to keep you as my priority, my senority, my one and only or whatever term you wanna use, cause to abuse the notion of your not here in the physical, with somethin thats temperamental, will have permanent consequences, and that is you not being in my life anymore, and thats somethin that I just cant deal with, so I deal out deep souled emotions to give you the notion that I am always here and forever in your flesh, even though Im nowhere inside your flesh, cause that flesh can become obsessed with false messages, so I choose to give you mind blowing intimacy without even touchin your body, see I might be scared to tell you that I love you, but I damn sure wont fret with tellin you everything else that builds up this process that we call fallin in love, and when I do fall for you, dont catch me, let me fall, and be picked up by your love
Artist JoeMac
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Scared to say I love you
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