I'm so lost in the abyss
It seems like everytime I swing I miss
I recognize everyone that give me a kiss
I ain't meaning to trip life is such a
Ignorant days seen my life flip
I see myself standing in the mist
Asking God what's the purpose for me to exist
The more days I live the more torturous it gets
A handful of true friends stay by my side
But it's the other mother***ers that make me want to ride
Should I swallow my pride and take everything in stride
Or should I put everything on the table and let it all fly
If that happens a lot of people going to mentally
and possible physically die
I'm tired of people only getting ahold of me
When bad happen take care of your own matters
And walk you own pattern