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Lost

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I stepped back and analyzed myself one night after I had a dream that I saw me without you, you simply stared at me, rather through me as if I wasn't even there, your eyes told me that you still cared, but my lack there of is why you disappeared, see my biggest fear came true the night I rolled over and I thought I was clutching you, until I realized it was only my pillow, soaked pillow cases were the result of my tear ducts having a leak that couldn't be repaired, same as with our relationship, I was quick to fire off and snap off, no crackle or pop because I didn't lay my hands on a woman, but laying my hands on a woman is what got me in the mess I was in, see back then, when I just wanted everything to be about me, I failed to realize that you were apart of me, cause when you're in a relationship, two become one, and its like a unit, rather a G-unit cause you can bank on me callin you my fifty cent piece instead of a dime, but like a young buck I was ready for such a thing, and I bounced out way before we called it quits, see my fits I threw from when you asked me questions were simply excuses for me to jump in my whip and visit my part time chick to deliver her some part time , not knowing that later I would become full blown sick from the disease of loneliness, and I brought it all on myself, see i wanted to change myself, but I was too stuck in my ways, days of young boy past where I was chasinstayed with me into adulthood and I couldn't' separate myself from the two, I was 25 still actin like I was 9, strapped with a 9 wishing like hell someone would run up, forgetting that grown men handle their beef with waddups, discussions, I apologize and we're all gravy, but I still choose to be the big baby, and you stayed my baby until you just couldn't take it no more, and once you walked out that door, I thought I would be cool, until I realized that I played myself for the fool, so now as I tried to find my way back to manhood, I got lost along the way, and now my ways have left me stuck in a place, where I think no one will ever find me

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