suicidal thoughts

tit for tat

 Tit for tat

I do this 

Cause of that

Theres always a reaction

to an action

I do ish for my own satisfaction

Now here we go again

Dealin with you I can never win

We broke up

U ignored me for 6 months

My heart finally decided to let go

Im telling you im really moving on

Now im going to ignore you

And act as if I dont know you

Im going to play hard to get

Fuxk it imma be a bish

Now do you see this

I do this cause of that

Now im playing tit for tat

I guess one of us gone have to grow up

Looks like we'll never take each other back

Im done with the games

Fuxk this TIT FOR TAT

I slick want you back

suicidal thoughts

 sitting in my truck, thinking about how my life has passed me by

All thats running thru my mind is thoughts of suicide

Heartbreaks, losses, betrayel, hatred

Depressed inside i keep a smile on my face so i wont have to face it

Demons fightin me in my sleep, hate when night comes all i can do is weep

I keep fightin myself, cause this life of depression aint for me

These thoughts are killing me

This aint the life i dreamed

Im dieing eternally, cause i cant face reality

I slap myself to wake up

Look down im still holding the gun

I see my daughter smile at me

I see my son is always happy

Slowly put the gun down cuz my kids is all i need.

(Please if your thinking suicide, seek help immediately nothing is worth your life, hard times dont last. Only tough people do. Let go and let God. Im speaking from experience)

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