Sometimes I miss you
I don't really know why Its like when we were together time would flyLate night meetingsAfter club spot Call me at 4 o'clock Tell me to leave the door unlocked It wasn't love I guess lust is what you called it It was never emotional only physical so to speak No kissing, no hugging, no love, no feelings So why do I miss you We didn't talk everyday We never went out on a date I never met your friends I never met your family Sometimes I felt like you were ashamed of me because I didn't have the perfect body That coke bottle shape, a single mother Was that something you couldn't take? I was just a little secret At night we would lay And when the Sun would rise you would leave And my heart would skip a beat And my soul would feel empty And i knew i couldn't tell you because you didn't feel the same And i didn't wanna embarrass myself Hell, I already felt like a fool Laying down with a man who didn't love me Who didn't care about me at all Well I guess that's what it seemedSo why do I miss you Lying to myself saying feelings would grow But they never did and they never would Because to you I was nothing more than a night of pleasure That caused me pain Yet you were always a simple dude A real woman you could never see Playing games and clubbing, running around in these streets No real responsibility No place of your own Just a lil boy pretending to be a man But understand just how bad i felt wishing it was something much more than what it was And i don't even know why And I don't even know how Because it makes no sense But yet and still the feeling is real I miss you