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I need to express the way I feel, bc if I don't express it I won't know if it's real,
You see,
My mind has been on lock like a caged bird wanting to be set free, thought after thought each time I think I lose my sanity,
Tossing and turning night after night, thinking about you wishing my dreams come true AHH so much of a virtue,
Just the thought of you makes my body come alive, jumping and jiving all through the night,
I just wanna kiss your soft lips and know that everything will be alright,
Those wondrous eyes I stare into tell me something I'm scared to know,
Is it true?
Does he love me like he's claiming to do? Or is this just another love trap I've fallen into?
Keeping you a secret is out of my control, baby you and I know we have to keep this on the low,
Until the time is right, then we can expose this love at first sight,
I wanna show you off to world and proudly say I'm his girl, wrapped on your arm like a golden lucky charm,
Giggling and smiling all inside, bc I will be yours and you will be mine,
But why do I still second guess this love?
A woman's love runs deeper than the skies above, something like a beautiful and elegant white dove,
But is your love as strong as mine? Sometimes I wonder how you really feel deep down inside,
Truth is,
I'm scared to lose something that's not yet mine, and then jealousy and anger won't part from my side,
I want a forever type of thing, they just want a season type of fling,
I long to be your main and not just a silly *** thing, though I know why that can't yet be,
A woman thinks about all the ways something could end instead of thinking about how something could mend,
It's just us, we worry why? Bc at the end of the day men will be men,
I'm letting my brain work too hard thinking of possibilities, this love is fresh maybe that's why I am so worried,
Yet,
You say you love me and I believe you do, but only time will tell so let's see if my wish comes true.
