In a room full of people I feel alone
Its like no one understands meThey can't see these tears in my eyesThey don't even know all the times I've criedThinking about ending my life to soonThoughts in my mind of unfulfilled dreamsFeeling like I never lived up to my true potentialThese circumstances are messing with my mentalHopes and Faith fading awayTired of dealing with the same thing everydayLOSTAnd it seems like I can't be foundSo what's the point of me sticking aroundSo as I sit here alone in this dark room with a bottle full of pills in my handContemplating if this is really what I wantTears flooding my eyes as I cover my headI can't deal with all these problems, that's what I saidAll hope is lost I don't know who I am anymoreScrambled up words running through my brain They make no senseZiggity, Zit, Split, Slippy, Zat, TatHold onWhat the f*** is thatI'm so messed up I can't even get my mind on trackPacing back and forth from wall to wallAnd out of the blue I began to fallStraight to my kneesThan I began to prayI cried outFather pleaseI'm in need of your help I don't know what I'm doingI need you to give me strength or else I'll be ruinedBecause I feel weak today like I can't go onI really wanna do this even though I know its wrongBut I feel like I'm facing this world aloneSo many problems I'm unhappy in my homeThen all of a sudden I felt chills down my spineAnd out the blue everything made senseGod gives his hardest battles to his strongest warriorsAnd I must not quit because I'm about to have a breakthroughYES LORD, I CAN HEAR YOU SPEAK TO ME SHOW ME THE WAYI give all my problems to you TODAY I know that you will see me threwI'm sorry for not believing in youPlease forgive me for going astrayNow I've realized today ain't my day