It's been a long time and a lot of chances, I'm at my breaking point and still searching for answers. Seems like I'm chasing fantasies that don't exist. The dreams of that perfect woman is a hit and miss. Myth or mystery is quickly becoming my reality. Love is killing me slowly I'm an emotional casualty. I've been down and out for quite a while, with no end insight and I'm losing time. I've lost my mind in a world of confusion and delusions that bruises my soul, how do I get through this? Thoughts of me being okay eases the pain, but what the truth is I'm going insane trying to regain what my self influence is. Foolish me believing that true love was meant for me, my heart deserves no one and maybe that's how it was meant to be. I've learned to live and I've lived to learn that love don't love me so in return, love is lost no more heart breaks, no more chances given I've had all I can take!