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Before I Pull the Trigger

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I sometimes want to kill myself

put my finger on the trigger

see even though the ancient word meant king

I was feeling like the 50's version

ignorant as all to be damned

I just want to end it all when I think back on some things

wonder will a bullet blast away memories as well

wondering can gunsmoke and a leftover shell hide my story

see I think of what would happen if I removed myself from Earth

I ran away from some things when I should've ran towards them

I could careless bout my material possessions

I could careless about the many trips

I could careless about any of that ****

I look at a pistol not as a gun

but as an escape

I want to punish myself for mistakes

some not that big

others that I carry every day

knowing that I made the situation that way

see grown people fess up to their f*** ups

Im just wondering will I wake up to gold or brimstone

once this bullet is lodged in my skull

maybe suicide is a beginning to a new life

maybe it can bring back your old life

just on a new accord

I dont know

I guess I'll find out when I pull the trigger

so in case this is my last piece

goodbye world

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The Immortal Wize says:

It's easy to die but it's hard as hell to live I relate to this poem in so many metaphoric ways, there is always a hello to a goodbye and another poems on its way...see you on the otherside :)

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