Look deep into my eyes and see through to my soul there you will see the pain and agony my body consoled, for years been hurt, but hid the pain behind the smile on my face trying to erase the hate and the anger for myself that I blame upon others blinded by the words of lovers who pretend to love me for me, secretly loving the next brother slash other...playing me like a sucker, on the other hand denied by a man posing as father figure leaving me at two with nothing but lies and broken promises. A man he couldn't be to take on this challenge for the sake of his child, instead he ran off and left me wondering with no answers and a lot of questions. Basically this whole situation got me guessing, should I be mad? Just forget it? no I can't because everyday I re-live it!
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Definition of Pain
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Definition of PainLook deep into my eyes and see through to my soul there you will see the pain and agony my body consoled, for years been hurt, but hid the pain behind the smile on my face trying to erase the hate and the anger for myself that I blame upon others blinded by the words of lovers who pretend to love me for me, secretly loving the next brother slash other...playing me like a sucker, on the other hand denied by a man posing as father figure leaving me at two with nothing but lies and broken promises. A man he couldn't be to take on this challenge for the sake of his child, instead he ran off and left me wondering with no answers and a lot of questions. Basically this whole situation got me guessing, should I be mad? Just forget it? no I can't because everyday I re-live it!  |
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