It's hard loving you when you don't love me back
Pretending to be your friend when deep down inside I'm feeling like im about to crackBeing your homegirl when I want it to be so much moreEvery night I'm saying I can't do this anymoreBut it's hard to leave because when I try to walk awayMy heart tells me that I should stayThinking of every excuse in the book Make believing this love is trueLying to myself saying you will love me somedayBut all the while knowing you will never commitFace buried in my pillowCrying myself to sleep every nightWishing you were here to hold me tightThoughts in my head of you laying next to herAnd I don't know who her isI just know she isn't meMy heart is full of jealousyAll for a man who don't even notice meWho doesn't even recognize all of the effort I'm makingYou only notice me when I'm nakedLaying in a bed next to youAnd when it's over your eyes turn blindTo what you don't wanna seeI need your love desperatelyWhy won't youLOOK AT ME