Snow Changes To Rain...
Happiness Turns To Pain...
Smile Turns To A Frown...
My Tears Dry Up Before They Hit The Ground...
I Scream Out For Help But No One Around...
As I Kneel Here With Tears Coming From My Face...
My Heart Beats At An Irregular Pace..
My Heart Also Feels Out Of Place..
Its No Longer In The Center Of My Chest Its In My Stomach..
So I Have To Pump It...
The Pain Hurts So Bad So I Try And Numb It...
But It Comes Back Stronger..
This Time It Stays Longer..
It Doesnt Become Weak It Stays At Full Strength...
For The Whole Length...
Shooting Pain After Shooting Pain..
Blood Still Pulsing In Every Vein..
Just Hoping The Pain Will Decrease Soon..
My Body Feels Like One Hugh Wound..
With No Signs Of Healing..
Just More Of This Agony Feeling..
I Wish All This Would Change Soon..
Like The Sun Changes Into The Moon...
Like A Caterpillar Changes Into A Cacoon..
Like Winter Changes To Spring..
Like Everything Changes Into Something..
Wish My Heart Would Change To Its Old State Of Mind..
Wish My Heart Would Change So It Could Leave You Behind..
Cause No One Is Around To Help...
No One Is Around To Hear Me Scream And Yelp...
So Now That All The Help Fell Out Of Range..
All I Can Do Is Just Wish For That Change...