I wrote you a letter today,
but quickly discarded and threw it away.
I thought we connected even in pain,
but knew I was foolish to ask you to stay.
I wrote you all thats been going on with life,
my favorite moments and then some strife.
I wrote how I missed you and think of you till this day,
how the simplest of stuff still veers me your way.
I wrote how in my dreams you still remain,
but always out of reach and too far away.
I wrote everything and anything then sealed my heart inside,
but reality checked in and quickly I changed my mind.
I thought of all the times I tried before,
only to be met with silence never anything more.
I thought of each time I was foolish to even try,
always to be met with my never dry eyes.
I remembered you don't think or miss me like I do with you,
there's no truth to who you are, there's not even a clue.
I wrote you a letter today,
but quickly I discarded and threw it away.
~ You can't start the next chapter of your life if you keep re-reading the last one.~