I woke to see the sun rise
Surrounded by the sum total of my life
I do not always like what I see
Atmosphere and company that I keep
Too paranoid to sleep too deep
Feeling that I can’t trust those around me
Why
Because their just like me
Untrustworthy
What is my trust worth
If I do not trust
I know that my environment is unsafe
I am not in denial of that fact
If I slip in a puddle of doubt
I’m on my back
Lowered into the ground
I kissed when I got back
Cleaned clock
No time for that