gog i realy need your help right now~ your son feel way out of boncse~ its times like these you wish for commen grounds~ but the only thing you get is kick around especaly when your your down~ i came to the relisisation people love seening you frown~ i realy wish someone will love me now~ instead of pointing anlaffing like im a clown~ thats probly the reason i feel alone in mittes of a crowed~ deprestions walked alone side of me for so long he feels like a pall~ people say imim running to my death, but where the one tring to slow me down~ i dont think that person will ever be found~ i wounderhow manny people would cry when they put me in the ground~ but i refuss to take the easy way out~ even thow id be such a pleaser to me to no longer greave~ so ill just put my heart on my sleave, its going to be whats its going to be~ an at the end we will see if we fufilled are destany~all i ever wanted is peace in tranqity~ i just dont think its for me~ but if my son finds it i will happaly spend enteraty in misary~ even thow he thinks i dont care right now~ i got to get the thorn out of my eye, i had to bounce~ but daddy will be back in a lil while~i just cant face you right now~ hopefully when ur older you will figure it out~ i ant going to lie im a mess an flippen out~an its a realy sad dayto seeputting you throw this misary~you will never for give mefor that i got to except that fact~ but james i love you an thats a fact~an ill take my life off its track befor i smoke any more crack~your all the inspeation i need to get back on my feet!!!