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How can I endure this pain of loving you? Sometimes its so hard to live.
This pain I have inside; this longing is almost unbearable. I wonder if this is how the ocean would feel if it lost all its shores Like the heavens without any stars, or the earth without air, no sun, or moon, to light the way
I cannot remember when I started to care so much, or even why. When I decide that you could have so much of me? Was it some magical happening, cosmic connection? Did I find you on purpose; and you me? All I know now is this its too late for me to go back, and the road ahead looks so unfamiliar.
How can I endure this longing for you? I often find myslef thinking of you much more then I should, more than I think is healthy. How is it that you have consmed me? Did you realize you had this power? I didn't.
You melt me with your eyes, I know its unintentional. I think I see the universe inside them. Stars dancing around every possibility of you and me; is that weird? But I know its ok to love you because I feel it when we touch. I feel an exxhange of energy that could light a thousand suns.
I just hate the timing of it all! Its like some cruel joke the universe decided to play on us. But, I know that it can't be wrong to love too much, or even to many; that life can't be that certain. Im only sorry to have to hurt anyone along the way. I just didn't expect this.
You...
How did you steal my heart when you didn't even try? How can your voice make my heart skip a beat?
You are my muse. You are the reason there are love songs. And why I smile at sun sets.
I know that someday there has to be a future for a love like this. In this lifetime, or the next.
How long can I endure this pain of loveing you? Until undying friendships inhale they last breath, and life had no possibilities left.
