Sometimes its good to let everythin go
If im lyin voice this to me Cos sometimes i wanna be a child and be oblivious to the dangers of the world I want to see the fascination of fire and not know the consequences of getting burntI wanna be a kid again Run around aimlessly and act like i know the plans which lie ahead I even want the long lectures of why i should behave when i get to my unknown destination I just wanna cry Just sit there and cryBe asked why, and come up with an excuse which doesn't make an ounce of sense to even my own ears Let myself scream for not gettin something i want, not need.Not think of others but me I want to sit and observe the behaviour of adults and fall in confusion for their behaviourNot believing evil lurks And be immune to the fact happy every afters are fake I wanna feel joy And think it will never end I want to spill tears of happiness for just being me Not needing to explain why i want to play with someone not of my sex and not feel attracted to them I want to be free Let me skip in the breeze Let me feel how it feels to have no responsibilitiesLet me be a child again, causing me to full in a pool of dumbness Let me be a kid, And feel happiness Let me fly in this freedom of freenessLet me be me with out being or feeling judgedI wanna be these things again how i loved how it used to be.
Princess
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