She craved some attention.
Her parents just don't give.
She is never told, she is pretty, smart, anything positive for that matter.
She is over shadow by the girls in the mini skirts.
She didn't learn appearance could only get you so far.
A woman with intelligence is the true star. Love and cherish herself, was just a joke.
She wanted everyone else approval, their opinions defined how she viewed herself. Girls like her are preyed on.
The boy she had the biggest crush on, is now asking her out.
Next thing she knows, he feeling on her chest. Telling her he loves her, always have, and place her hands in his pants.
She begin to grab.
"Oh baby, I want to show you how I love you so bad, let's have sex."
Her common sense kicking in.
Her initial thought was to say no.
Her desire out weighted her better judgement. She was introduced to womanhood in the backseat of his car.
The next day at school, the tables had turned. The boys knew her by name.
Just over night she had risen to fame.
The only boy she wanted, and given her innocence, is kissing another girl while passing her by the hall.
So foolish she feel, she should have known it was good to be true.
Months later, she began to feel sick and her cycle is late.
She decided to pee on a stick.
Oh dang, she see two blue lines.
Her world came crashing at her feet.
Her life flash before her eyes.
Nowhere to turn, she decide to hide it the best she could.
Until her parents figured it out.
Let's just say, they were pretty upset.
Shouting, "How could you be so stupid?"
She lashes out, "Like you give a damn.
You never given me attention,
told me how special I am!
What the hell you expected me to do
when I'm getting no love at home?
Save your damn speech, its just a little to late.
When I have this baby,
I plan to be a better parents than you two have ever been.
I will love my baby, tell her how special she is.
Give her the very things I searched my life for.
Love, support, attention.
So my child will not end up in the same position."
Phenomenal Paris
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