I'm torn in between the two
And I don't know what to doOne minute I hate youThe next minute I love youYesterday we were fightingToday I wanna kiss and hug youI'm tornWhen your at your best there is nobody that can compare to youBut when your at your worst I just wanna strangle youI wonder why you can't be faithful When I give you every part of meAnd people don't understand that I love you even though you cheatI know it's sounds crazy It seems like I don't value myselfOr I'm leaving my worth in your handsMy friends don't get it My family can't understandMy mama asked"Why can't you let go of that man"But I hold on to the goodYou know the days when you cook and clean just to give me a breakYou massage my body and run my bath waterYou tell me I'm beautiful and how you love me soThat's why it's so hard for me to let goI let the good outweigh the badAnd I know it's not healthyI do wish that you would stay trueI try my best to believe in youI truly feel that you can changeYou can grow up and stop playing these gamesBut I know that's something that only you can doSo I wait and I wait I wait for youIt's been 4 yearsOf happiness and painSmiles covered in tearsPleasure and painDeceit and extasyAll this has left me so confusedMy heart and my mind are in a constant battleAnd I'm stuck in the middle not knowing what to doSo I stand here aloneTorn between the two
SoFloetic
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The Immortal Wize says: Such a battle...nice flow |
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amin901 says: Good work.Are you on any other poetry sites or chat sites? |
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