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WELL I SEE LIFE IN A DIFFREN TFORM AS MANY DONT . I'AM WHAT I CALL A ""OVERGIVER"". WHICH MEANS TO ME, THAT I ALWAYS GIVE MORE THAN WHAT I GET BACK IN RETURN IN ANY SITUATION. WHICH IS NOT BAD UNLESS YOU HAVE FORGOTTEN ABOUT YOU IN WHICH I HAVE DONE AS WELL. BUT THAT IS WHERE THE MENTAL KICKS IN AND TELLS YOU A THING OR TWO. I'AM AN OVEGIVER AND I LOVE TO GIVE TO ONE'S WHO MATTERS THE MOST IN MY LIFE, FAMILY ,FRIENDS,ASSOCIATES,STRANGERS, ETC. I JUST HONESTLY HAVE A BIG HEART BUT SOMETIMES I FEEL MISUNDERSTOOD, USED,ABUSED,TAKING FOR A JOKE,NOT SEARIOUS, AND THIS IS FROM ONE WHO MATTERS THE MOST TO ME. I LOOK BACK IN RETURN SOME TYPE OF FEELING THAT YOU DO CARE ABOUT THIS OR I DO CARE OR BETTER YET WE BOTH CARE..FEELING OF SATISFACTION OF LOVE BACK. I SOMETIMES TALK AND FEEL AS THOUGH I JUST LET TO MUCH OUT AT ONCE AND THEN IN RETURN WHAT DO I GET BACK???? NOTHING AS USUAL... I DNT KNOW HOW TO SOMETIMES TLK TO PPL ABOUT MY ISSUES OR SHALL I SAY PPL I KNOW WHO KNOW ABOUT THE ISSUES....I FEEL THAT PPL NEED TO TAKE IN CONSIDERATIN WHAT ONE'S HAVE DONE AND ARE STILL DOING FOR YOU INTO BEING VERY THANKFUL . GIVE THANKS AND YOU SHALL RECEIVE BACK.. ALWAYS COUNT YOUR BLESSING S BIG AND SMALL...AT THE END THEY ALL COUNT...BUT I LOVE ALOT AND I WILL ALWAYS HAVE A BIG HEART BC THATS ME BUT I NOW KNOW HOW TO HAVE A BIG HEART AND NOT FEEL SAD OR BAD OR GUILTY ABOUT IT...
BE THANKFUL FOR LIFE PEOPLE...
