All the skinny girls were pretty

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When I was a little girl

I wanted to disappear

I didn't like my body

I wanted to be skinny

Because in my eyes all the skinny girls were pretty

Then in middle school

They called me names

Told me I was fat and fat girls are lame

I would go home and cry in my mothers arms

Told her how much I wished they'd leave me alone

I hated myself

I wanted to be skinny

Because in my eyes all the skinny girls were pretty

In high school

I was never considered cool

Most boys never even looked my way

But I remember a boy talked to me one day

He told me that I'd be pretty

If I was to ever lose weight

I really didn't know how much more I could take

I felt outcasted

I didn't have many friends

All the popular girls were pretty and thin

I was sure they didn't want a fat girl in their click

When I looked at my reflection it made me sick

I didn't like my body

I wanted to be skinny because in my eyes all the skinny girls were pretty

When I went to college my whole life changed

I started to find myself

I wasn't the same

I stopped caring about what people think

I had a great group of friends and they all loved me

I saw something in myself I never could see

I was beautiful simply by being me

I feel in love with myself on the outside and within

I didn't need to be defined by a dime or a ten

My stomach wasn't flat and I was cool with that

My thighs touched

I had extra meat on my bones

But to some men that was a turn on

My breasts were big

A DD to be exact

My hips were wide

But they were perfect for my size

My backside was round

But that didn't slow me down

They couldn't tell me nothing about ME

I embraced every part of my body

I carried myself so gracefully

People didn't have a choice but to respect me

So regardless of how others define me

Big boned, overweight, fat, or chubby

Who are they to judge me

I was created in Gods image

The way he wanted me

And societies standards are impossible to meet

No I don't have a figure 8 or a coke bottle shape

I got a little jiggle in my thighs

I'm as thick as a milkshake

I'm bodacious, voluptuous, sexy, a big beautiful woman

So don't criticize me because I'm not your cup of tea

It takes a real man to handle me

And im not knocking all the skinny females out here

Because if that's who you are then why would I dare

Put you down to make you feel bad

Especially after all the insecurities I had

But don't frown upon me because im not your size

And my confidence

I will not hide

I cannot apologize for who I am

I will not try to make people understand

And I don't care about your surgeries or diet plans

Because there's one thing about me you must comprehend

I no longer want to be skinny because in my eyes

I'M BEAUTIFUL.......not skinny