Moments shared, that weren’t suppose to happen
Yet are deeply embedded in my mind
Flash backs causing flash floods
If only time, I could rewind
To that moment when the I don’t knows
Turn to f*** its
Where the soft touches turned to suck its
Its crazy
Some of the best sex I’ve had, I shouldn’t have had
Same person who made me shake and scream
Made her smile and laugh
Made me text and wait
Made her dinner and baths
Made my morals a thing of the past
Then our one time became plural
When my orals and his orals…
**pause**
Damn…It was soooo good, real good
I gotta chill, its over
Speaking of overs, that time I was bent over the…
Chillllll it’s done. It’s clear I’m not the only one
But when he did that thing with his tongue it was
dopeeeee realll dopeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
This is crazy….
When it came to us, it was never lazy, never half A$$
Just me half a$$…naked..
I never had to fake it
Knowing anything other then what we were
We wouldn’t make it
So an “L†I have to take it
As usual
I’m tired of staying in “my placeâ€
As usual
Pretending were “just kicking itâ€, just to save face
As usual
What was, mine ,was hers but what was hers, was never mine
So no more thinking you really care
Go back to acting like last night I wasn’t just there
There will be no more letting good d*** block my blessings
So…Goodbye booty call sessions
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