Do I intentionally destroy what took so long to make. grieving for no reason. self loathing, supposing I never wanted to be happy in the first place. I put myself in a worst place. something I understand, the hurt from with in. I've been an outcast all my life, how could I let someone else in. the brighter me is something never seen. the nightmares out weighed the dreams. being lonely aint as hard as it seems. trapped in the notion of love like high beams im stuck, feeling like there's no body left to love me. I'm to awkward! maybe if I was a little bit sharper! a tiny bit taller, forget it why bother, I built this prison they helped illuminate this solitary mind state. to scared to chance a romance whether entrepreneurship or a love's fate. to rich the land scape just a gamble with a candle, hearts burn for freedom's sake. faulty lovers and forced handshakes. the mind aches divine lines state, I could have anything the heart wants, that the mind makes. chances again the heart aches impossible, is only a phrase that relates to limits of those, who miss calculate thoughts of visions that escalates. proper terms that facilitate closed minds that can't articulate, those who think outside the circle. forbid the imagination. for dreams will surely hurt you, but worth the making to come true. if you have it. then they want it. just to break it, than remake. just to say it's brand new, like the jungle being naked. they'll put clothes on you, and sell that is cute the circus act the bitter tasting truth. they label day dreaming is pitiful. I think it's pivotal! how boring is a world filled with the same thought. its a chained, change. when one jumps the rest do the same thing. dream chasing may lead to eye precipitation Martin had a dream and his tears washed away the old thoughts of old nation and cleared a way for brighter generation! I say this, to say love like dreams takes a little patients. so brainstorm when watching the precipitation and dream of a even better nation.
Royale jones
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OTHER POEMS WRITTEN BY Royale jones
Different!I am the difference between fixed it and made it! Asked for and took it! Celebrated or hated! Acceptance or debated! Okay or greatness! Follow or leading! Crazy or reasoning! Pocketed or cut, sweating and bleeding! The road traveled or mountains climbed! Sore sights or purposely blind! Open hearted or selflessly mine! Forged through pain and I can’t anymore! See I made myself less so I could do more! Gave myself more to depend on people less! I could never be you but I understand me; and that’s all I wish to be! Different!  |
My Lord’s PrayerOnly I can change me and lead myself in to the life and man I wish to be. not god man or spirit will do this for me. I single handedly must take the first step and every other step after in this pursuit of higher recognition of life upheld to my standards, With the God within me or to perish walking in the wake of my greatness. I shale take no prisoners in the name of blame for all that I am is all I need to become what I am predestined to be in my own world. For I am god the father of my reality spreading the seed of my dreams and goals and mother to care and nurture them until fruition. May this be my seldom oath carved in my heart mind and spirit and my soul my creators' to keep. I'm thankful for this beautiful life long opportunity and so it is! |
DifferentI am the difference between fixed it and made it! |
Love isCould you hate me if we never met? Spending countless hours fantasizing about how far we could get Don't these dreams fade through these meaningless arguments, quick flares inwhich I can see the formation of hatred swill in your eyes This is what love is The trapeze act along the hate shooken foundation based upon the need for space This is what it always was, No one speaks of this place They just say corny lines about love being blind, or if its meant to be set it free Open face lies to me Love is holding on when your grip is getting weak Yelling all day then holding their hand across the street Seeing them sick praying for their relief Say no when they say it's okay you can leave Laughing after you cried Understanding the truth after the lies Being okay after theres no more surprise Love is knowing no perfection, creating the happiness that never dies Love is..... |
SoarSoar My condolences The dead silence puts me in a grieving state of mind To blind to glance at my own faults Im enslaved by my own thoughts In caged with grateful lessons of a path no longer walked To complex the simplication of a lover's just Leads me to reach out closer to a familiar rush Over addressing the fine print Because reading between these arbitrary lines is a art none the less Even wise men told lies knowing the consequence No matter how fine Tightroped the skill set for other platforms dangles beauty with finesse For all the fear of falling keep a birds wings from capturing the clouds mist Redundant no But yes we all fall victim to some form of a circumstance The leap is just the beginning! |
Tears to SmilesSo many fears beyond these tears we've cried. hidden beliefs in white lies. Told out of love, but sold out of necessity. No matter how sick this body left me, I drew strength in knowing my spirit grew strong in you. I've seen less than a few that never got the chance to see life through, I taught you to pick up those stones threw, because there would come a time you would have to remember what to do. You fought me hard, and me with you! Now days you can look back, and see how to fight your way through. Now we fight together to better what we knew. Your friend aside from your confidan, I was more than proud of your achievements, I was your mom! Whatever you needed all you had to do was make a call, or embrace these arms. My shinning hearts in the depths of these dark days, your love, our relationships are my sun rays, from a thought of one day, to see you walk or kneel by my side as we pray. Never in my wildest dreams would I have known, I would see this day. I have a grand ... |
Manly colored childTake it as you want it Hate me if you must Love me if you can There's still a boy hidden in a man I'm sorry if I never told you who I am A self indulged loner Drinker turned stoner And I've realized life is as hard as a virgin's boner Who are you to judge You who never seen hate painted so vivid it erases love Solid faith waver from a shove Treated like shh for skin colored like mud Still I slime Ache after every mile Bandage my cuts Wipe my sweat Strive to show forgiveness though remembering all the while My future is far ... |
HerBlack skin her dark cheek though these tears pouring down her cheek frames a river reaching her feet she walks on water though mountains peak her soul sores over them she's seen the top she knows the hurt embodies the pain her passion alone sparks the flame wounds cover her feet aches fills her muscles my star she shines though she walks through the valley of darkness she fears no evil the steadiness of her pace the strength of her faith she will never break though she falls Her head to the sky her father picks her back up alone and view her heritage is her backup recognized by few she is the mother the hopes of a father too the foundation of pride the spirit of you a black woman my future's past my first my last my everything the world's queen. |
on the riseFrom my world I grew up in pain slower to catch up or catch on I sat back in shame longed for a specific change wondered why I read slower breathe harder I felt too dumb to be the starter just because I fought hard ran harder became smarter more confident strong willed minus the fabrication wore clothing that matched successful situations addressed problems like neighborhood properties I was as sharp as the details on your tax returns split hairs like damaged ends the damage done was the basis for the strength within I've lifted spirits broken stereotypes made sure you seen darkness shine brighter than anything light product of my environment this broke system left me with hard work and no play remote visions made me take control of my own fate and showed in my face so you knew what I had to say my entrepreneurial spirit is like dairy products so make whey.... |
I amLive beyond self doubts covers will never break the layers of ice around your heart the bruises that appear as you stand prove that you can not be beaten beyond preservation never close your eyes to what you do not want to see because even a blind man sees beauty in an ugly world if you make every person you've met family your home becomes full hearted with questions comes understanding let ignorance be your driving force through fear knowing is what creates battles no less rules and more impossiblities for wisdom is gain with success as much as failure never be afraid to be the you that you hide life is just a memory so make it the best one never forget how to smile.... |