500
Clear that I want you
seek attention many times
infatuation unthread the seems of my mind
takes a babe who relates to clean my slate
pacing for days,
figuring the procedure to seal a deal for the date
a keen eye redesigns my approach, I plea my case
story of boy like girl the earliest page
others take the paved path of lies
to impress the next one
shot of redemption
I’m the first to revise,
if promises are breaking, regrets arise
remind her of the last guy
who still kind of waiting,
she plays with their patience
displays a face of fake complacence, hint of hatred
that space next to her waste remains vacant
evade my previous phase of keeping my feelings isolated
like they’re sacred, hate this internal hesitation, situation overplayed lover’s complication
Complication seems to be dropped fading
obvious mistake acknowledges she’s tamed him
locked in a los Reyes until the ace hit
once stable became shaken and split
basically it’s, a case of an unattainable wish
rejected imperfections taking your grip
twisting breaking your wrists, aiming to split the relationship
lust kept you sedated from it
grimacing, a masochistic duet
images project a list of conflicting events,
wishing it’s dead same creation you had given breathe
feel constricted like your living with press
intricate web take away your minutes to rest
when considering love, know the limits to test
hundreds have left, would you rather be living in love, or be loving in death.
