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Kim's pain was mind numbing
She watched him in sorrow
How could he do that to her?
She loved him too!
Why wasn't she good enough?
She loved him too!
She hated her
She stared daggers into her
She felt flames in her soul when she saw her
She didn't understand why he'd chosen her
She was pretty too but maybe it wasn't enough
She was motivated too
He said he loved her too
Why'd he pick that chick?
She'd known him longer
Loved him stronger
Was ride or die for him
But wasn't good enough to be by his side to him.
She cried for him
Lied for him
Would do time for him
Grind for him
And even though he'd left her lonely
She'd inhale one last time and die for him
But he chose someone else to start a family with
Though she proved she could be his
All she wanted was to be his
But he chose someone else to marry & have a kid
Her heart hurt to see them
She didn't have a reason
To hate her but she did
That should have been her life
As his wife
With his kid
I've cried Kim's tears
After all these years
As her pain replayed in my life
watching the one I love with his family
And possible wife
The thought sickens me
Ughh *vomit*
Loving like Kim loved
Addicted like Kim was
Overdosing him with my love drug
And though I'm fiending, ending up with none
Feeling empty
Does he know it?
Feeling lonely,
Do I show it?
But I rather be alone
Singing sad love songs
Screaming because the pain is so vivid
It hurts like hell
But I'm saving my love for him
Praying for miracles as well
Praying I don't have Kim's fate
Praying he won't forever make me wait
Praying she knows he's not for her
But doesn't wait until it's too late
Hoping I get to love him in this lifetime
Hoping one day his heart will be mine
Hoping my prayers are not in vain
Hoping one day I'll no longer feel Kim's pain
