The push to success.

See SEA of Floats

     My phone of notes harmonize chords with no remorse, cold secretes thickened ice covering my deepest sores, feelings being brought out from the cracks of the rocks spilling understanding which slowly erodes away unsettling thoughts smoothing the guidance of my path, Coasting along the shorelines of hope dodging the nets that attempt to raise me out of the currents closer to the sunlight, but I understand it’s not time to see the light that I dream of so I dive deeper into the valley goose bumps appear, I began to feel the pressure embrace my body into discomfort, but I’ve been comfortable with discomfort for so long accepting the pain which will soon turn into lesions of pleasure that nor man could ever teach. Not sure of my direction, inner feelings compass my soul into those with the same goals keeping me a float because it’s easy to slip in the hands of others that gutters the vision. EVOLVE  

Underwater Mountains

Can I see myself, I use to always ask should I be myself, what I have to do just to free myself, and why do it take approval just to be yourself? These judge mental thoughts can make you leave yourself, questing your whole life in the dark you depth, wondering if you take the right from all the pain you felt because walking this righteous path can sometimes make you blame yourself.

One day I dream to just make it out, and explain my struggles so others can relate it out and get a clear understanding to a better rout, I just pray that one day they will hear me out. But only the hurt will listen cold heart felt fillings is a strong addiction I’m a saint to my sins so am I wrong for giving my true inner thought to the ones who envy me.

And all I want to do is ‘help” but all they want to do is “hurt” so I rather keep it to myself, because they love to speak of what your worth, label me...

Confession

 I'm in love with a person named Faith. But I recently cheated on face with a girl named Destiny. Aldo my Destiny has never really been the best to me, she led me to my location and put me where I need to be.  Faith still helps when the hard time comes by allowing me to see what I want to see and believe what I want to believe. Faith introduced me to dedication, explaining to me how dedication will help me find her even faster or when we met back up to make reservations. Destiny told me it wasn't going to be easy following the path I'm taking, so she introduced me to someone that went by the name Motivation. Motivation explain to me how she could make me achieve goals that I would never believe, and that she was the key to my success that would lead me to greatness and make me succeed. All I had to do was work so hard that sometimes I might forget to eat, I even might forget to sleep, but once I get to the place that I need to be, that Faith will be there to feed me and...

The push to success.

 I started working harder I noticed the same people that doubted me, started slowly coming back to my cycle and started crowding me. Someone told me when I was a child that I couldn't make it, now they're proud of me. That's when I really get the rush for making my dreams a reality. See I hit a few walls it was temptation that battle me, motivation kelp me focus that stayed rattling me. Lord opened up my eyes and show me the strategy, that's when people got closer in really started attacking me. Patients Kelp me humble for the Dreams that he had for me, dedication Drove me crazy for success that I couldn't see. Faith pushed me on saying one day I'll be Legacy, I never get too comfortable with following my destiny. Although my destiny was never the best to me, I was impress the way I learned from depression see.