It was so sweet and heavenly when we reached the meadows of our blissing eruption into the veins of the heart. We exploded by the thought of one another. But we were never next to one another. We laughed and played along side of the world as if it was nothing else living. We made the doves cry because we fulfilled the world with beauty. Beauty of "the love" we shared. Now, that river has run dry and I have been poisoned by cupids arrow. A disease that has been rushed into the veins that entered the core of my Heart. I'am weakned and my lover has swallowed my antidote. For that I'am not who I thought to be. "I" have been left in the dark and cannot find that light what I thought what was always there. I'am here because "I loved him so." We are apart because "I loved him so." I'am writing this to let you know that "I loved him so."