We have known each other our whole lives. I was shy and hid out of the spotlight I never wanted a part of it. She kept her wishes to herself but I knew she had big plans. The chemistry that we had when we were together it seemed it could match the heat of the sun. We would soon be one but I had to learn more about her. I was intigued by her flair for life her charisma her smile. She taught me I deserved life and it wasn't something I had to live through with basic needs and wants, I had the right to want success and happiness. She is the reason I stand here today and not laying in a casket with slits on my wrists. Her love for me has pushed me to always want better for myself,have my own opinion and more or less say *** YOU if what I believe in offends you. She is still with me today and I love her more than ever. At my lowest point she found me and picked me up. I have self-esteem that I never thought I could have. I would like to introduce her to u but I can't because in reality u kind of know her cause she is the real me. I have a grasp of my soul and mind and refuse to let it go. I feel complete knowing that I'm comfortable with me!