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TwistedBeauty
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lightness in the dark
i havent posted in a while but im still around

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 i thought i was over you

But after our conversation about nothing in particular it showed me my heart wasnt clear of feelings for you

My eyes filled with tears 

Before my mind could process what was going on 

I wasnt in control

My disguise was uncovered

I wonder if you knew 

Was there nervousness in voice?

Could you tell my heart was pounding out of my chest?

If you could you didnt say a thing 

You just carried on with the conversation like we were old friends 

After the phone call ended my heart and mind did cartwheels 

Feelings of regret sunk in

Questioning myself what have i done?

For deciding to give up everything i ever wanted for something unclear 

If i was in the same situation again how would i feel

Would my heart want to stay or run away

When problems arise

Testing our endurance 

I thought my heart was healed and i no longer felt anything when i heard your voice

Instead it sends chill down my spine 

Like when we first met i cant let you know 

I wasnt ready for all of this my mind said yes

While my mind confessed deep feelings i attempted to tuck away 

That only put them on display 

Causing an emotional tug of war 

I have to put on my poker face

I cant let you see me like this 

You cant know that i still care

Because you've moved on and you said she is here to stay 

So i'll just conceal my feelings in my notebook and as tears on my pillow

 

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The Immortal Wize says:

damn this is trully some raw feelings here...good to see back at it again.

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MJ

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SupHomeboi says:

Very genuine
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sandyperry says:

Like wize said very raw feelings, I like it a lot

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