On the surface life is a like a cool breeze everything is all good a couple friends come up to you with an issue they can’t resolve so you help them out like it’s nothing people always seem to catch you in the most happiest moods you give you provide you protect in other words you were just an everyday hero just without a cape and the super powers on the surface you take on any problems or challenges without a second thought and it seemed as if everybody loved you in their own type of way on the surface nothing can stop you & to top it all off you go to school and also work two jobs but you never looked like it but when you go home the doors are locked the blinds are closed the windows are shut you drop to your knees you cry until you can’t cry no more on the surface people think you are superman nothing can hurt you you are afraid of nothing and no one but they don’t know the problems that occur when you’re at home they don’t know that person that took you in all their lives is in so much pain stress they don’t know that you have family in jail people talking down on you overlooking you behind closed doors you are at your weakest you want to give up but can’t god won’t let you other people may not know your pain but you’re heavenly father knows he is the reason you can wipe the tears from your eyes he is the reason you can pray for the people you love he is the reason you can kiss love ones on the forehead and let them know that everything will be alright he is the reason you can open the front door and look like you just conquered all your fears and doubt you had about yourself on the surface everything is all good
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